hello hello! kbab thanx for making me write! well, i have been writi
ng actually…just more in my journal because the stuff that’s been happening over the past months have been rather personal and i haven’t wanted to broadcast them. so it’s july already!!!! crazy shit…i was swept up in a tornado of events and feel like i’m still in the eye of the storm, yet i have so many priorities, i have no idea how to manage my time. so the past two months have consisted of me hooking up with one of my best friends, go
ing out on a random night on the town with a millionaire from the dominican republic, and also dating this guy i was tutoring…3 guys at once…it was too much. it was overloaded. i’m just not the type of person to date so many people at once, it’s too stressful. one person is enough- so i decided on “the capricorn” –
my good friend. the capricorn is a rock climber, who rides a motorcycle, and is extremely good looking… there’s no possibility really for a relationship…so we’re just sort of really enjoying the summer together.
marc- one of my very good friends from germany is coming to visit in 2 days!!! and he’s going to stay for three weeks and i can’t wait to show him mt there’s already a three day camping trip planned in the desert with my seattle friends where we are all planning on taking mushrooms and discovering the point of life.
i have no idea where i will be a year from now
….nooooo idea….tho i’m really hoping for istanbul…please please…let it be istanbul.
ooh…another thing is i’m getting to know my neighbors a lot better. they are these kids, who consider themselves revolutionaries…they have these block parties and invite all of their friends and bring out turn tables and dance, drink, smoke pot. they’re not students, in fact one of them was in prison for three years, but they are super intelligent…they read marx for goodness sake…for fun. the purpose of their block parties is to create an environment where students will dialogue with street kids….but students never end up stopping…so its mostly just them and their friends and me. anyways…so i went to a party with them a few weeks ago and i was the only white girl at the party. when we went to sit down, they all pull
ed out their guns from their pants and put them on the table. kind of freaking out, i asked them what they were doing and they told me not to make a scene…they were 9 mm, so i got up to walk around…to leave the guns, and as i’m walking through this house party, this chick with a huge afro stared 
me down and as i walked by she was like ‘who’s that bitch?’ i was scared i was either going to get my ass kicked or be shot…in every room there were huge muscular guys with guns. a part of me was really intrigued, because i had never been in a setting like this before…and another part of me was really scared. so i stayed for about an hour and smoked a blunt with my neighbors and then this really shy hispanic kid took me home in a black bronco with black windows. i felt like I was in a movie.
anyways…so that’s what i’ve been up to. i’m heading home in two days…i’ll try to keep posting. happy summer!
ng actually…just more in my journal because the stuff that’s been happening over the past months have been rather personal and i haven’t wanted to broadcast them. so it’s july already!!!! crazy shit…i was swept up in a tornado of events and feel like i’m still in the eye of the storm, yet i have so many priorities, i have no idea how to manage my time. so the past two months have consisted of me hooking up with one of my best friends, go
ing out on a random night on the town with a millionaire from the dominican republic, and also dating this guy i was tutoring…3 guys at once…it was too much. it was overloaded. i’m just not the type of person to date so many people at once, it’s too stressful. one person is enough- so i decided on “the capricorn” –
my good friend. the capricorn is a rock climber, who rides a motorcycle, and is extremely good looking… there’s no possibility really for a relationship…so we’re just sort of really enjoying the summer together.marc- one of my very good friends from germany is coming to visit in 2 days!!! and he’s going to stay for three weeks and i can’t wait to show him mt there’s already a three day camping trip planned in the desert with my seattle friends where we are all planning on taking mushrooms and discovering the point of life.
i have no idea where i will be a year from now
….nooooo idea….tho i’m really hoping for istanbul…please please…let it be istanbul.ooh…another thing is i’m getting to know my neighbors a lot better. they are these kids, who consider themselves revolutionaries…they have these block parties and invite all of their friends and bring out turn tables and dance, drink, smoke pot. they’re not students, in fact one of them was in prison for three years, but they are super intelligent…they read marx for goodness sake…for fun. the purpose of their block parties is to create an environment where students will dialogue with street kids….but students never end up stopping…so its mostly just them and their friends and me. anyways…so i went to a party with them a few weeks ago and i was the only white girl at the party. when we went to sit down, they all pull
ed out their guns from their pants and put them on the table. kind of freaking out, i asked them what they were doing and they told me not to make a scene…they were 9 mm, so i got up to walk around…to leave the guns, and as i’m walking through this house party, this chick with a huge afro stared me down and as i walked by she was like ‘who’s that bitch?’ i was scared i was either going to get my ass kicked or be shot…in every room there were huge muscular guys with guns. a part of me was really intrigued, because i had never been in a setting like this before…and another part of me was really scared. so i stayed for about an hour and smoked a blunt with my neighbors and then this really shy hispanic kid took me home in a black bronco with black windows. i felt like I was in a movie.anyways…so that’s what i’ve been up to. i’m heading home in two days…i’ll try to keep posting. happy summer!
