saturday was the funeral. it was more like a catholic mass. the priest wore a long white robe with golden ropes hanging down his sides. he would say something to the people and then they would say something back. and also with you. then he held up a golden cup and blessed it with hand motions and chanted some more. it was interesting. i caught a glimpse of the deceased family....husband, two boys in highschool....then i started cryng.. then the priest started swinging this metal incense
ball all around and once i began to inhale it, i felt better. the bus ride home seemed surreal. it took me to downtown ...and i rarely ever get downtown...it's a different world down there. much more diverse....there were about 15 kurdish people with their kurdistan flags yelling about turkish people. and ....the day went on.....i kept thinking....if i died yesterday, this would still be happening?
then i went to the scorpio's for wine and treats. i hadn't been over there in forever. i think i ended up overdosing on pot. this has never happened to me in my professional pot smoking ways before....but this time....i don't know. the scorpio's boyfriend brought it back from portland! bad portland bad! anyways...all at once my body got really heavy, i heard the scorpio say she looks white, and then....then i violently spra
y vomited red wine and carrots all over the scorpios boyfriend! right in his face, all over his hair and glasses. and then he got sick and ran to the kitchen and vomited. scorpio ran and got a bucket and i must have puked in it 12 times. scorpio running around cleaning up the red spew which also got all over her computer. once i was finished and had cleaned my mouth out over the sink, i started laughing so hard...because then i felt great... scorpio and her boyfriend (who were totally blazed anyways) said....what the fuck was that man...... and we all started laughing hysterically. then we spend the next half hour cleaning up and then i walked home to prepare for class the next day.
very wierd.
and i've been finding lots of cards lately...i have 15 total! since i started collecting last sept.
2 comments:
Puking can be extremely cleansing. I usually feel great afterwards. I think people should do it more often so they have perspective. Let's set up a puking schedule and adhere to it. Maybe we can have group puking sessions. What do you think?
i've had too many group puking experiences. blah.
but you're right, i did feel cleansted the next day.
Post a Comment