Thursday, November 1, 2007


i way overslept today. i teach at 8:30 am, after class i went back to my apartment instead of the tug and slept from 10 am -4:30 pm!!!! i slept the whole day away...and i had wierd dreams about things chasing me. so now it's dark outside and i'm wide awake and i'm all alone on the tug. i should open some wine or something to help me sleep again, but doubt that will be possible.

a friend of my mom and dad's died of cancer yesterday. i wasn't close to her, but i've known her all my life.... i'm not sad as in...i'm not mourning....i'm more sad for her family. actually i'm more...thinking about my own death. and how life will just go on....the sun will still rise, people will go on about their business...and i just won't be able to feel life anymore.



okay anyways....i guess this is an awkward subject.
i need to clean up the tug....i think eric is coming back on saturday and i need to have it looking spic and span.
so okay...this is a boring post...but hey i just slept the entire day away so what am i supposed to write about.
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4 comments:

Knight Of The Storms said...

Hey Ro... ups, Jack its nice to see you are back in the blogging track, love your photos, have to tell me which cam you are using.

Re your thoughts about death, its really funny- considering how important part of our life death is, generally humanity spends very little time thinking about it.
Let alone that we don't have slightest clue whats that mortal coil shite all about.

Otherwise I am in a really good mood, it seems its going to be glorious day on my side of the world

Salty Kisses

jack said...

knight...i have a very crappy point and shoot...but i love it. it's an olympus camedia d-560 zoom and its like 4 years old. you should get one. they're classics. haha.

glad you're in a good mood. :)

Casually Inebriated said...

Don't worry the new one should be there soon. Death is death. I think the realization of this post, that the sun will still rise and people will continue doing what they do is the most important realization a person can have. When its done its done. All of the sudden life is short and the world is there for your pleasure. Too much life is spent miserable...so...about running away toward something else???

jack said...

matt, thank you so much for the camera. i'm going to shoot with it this weekend.